Josephylicious.

After a bajillion years..

2006-07-04T06:44:00.000-07:00

Fourth year life.. SUCKS? no. FUN? nope. DEMANDING? grrr. so true! *that waaaaas LAME*. i was gone for almost a bajillion years. and yes. i am finally back. this is the first night that we don't have any assignments and research works. butttt. we have a quiz about the adventures of odysseus tomorrow. it's an all-essay-quiz-by-ma'amarriannelaoA.K.Acirce,thewitch. GRR! But that's okaaay. cos i love world literature. soo fckng intresting. lol. waaah. BLAH BLAH and BLAH.

HORRIBility? WTF? WOOOOH

2006-06-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

If our practice was INSANE last thursday. Today, it was HORRIBLE super super OUCH. Lalala. ASTA LNG D. WOSH. ;)

Insanity. ;p

2006-06-08T04:00:00.000-07:00

We had to practice taekwondo yesterday and it was INSANE. Imagine .. 40 squatras because we didn't shout? I wanna go home na at that time coz i thought i was going to die. Pero what kept me going was the thought na this is for my own good also. I'm not doing this just to have fun but i'm doing this so that i can prove to myself na i can really do something na hindi ko pa nagawa before. And natapos ko nga. That was just the beginning of our calvary. Marami pa kming pagdadaan. Grr

Summer's about to end na and we're going back to SCHOOL! what a bummer. but that's just okay. that's part of our lives eh.. we have to deal with it.ahahahaha. =)

STRONG infatuation.

2006-06-04T05:28:00.000-07:00

Syet. I saw my crush and i think she was with her boyfriend. Ouch. Damn. Ahahahaha. Pero i think this is just infatuation.. okay okay.. STRONG infatuation. lol and wow, drop-dead gorgeous. WAHAHAHAHAHA. i'm running out of words na coz it's so OUCH. LOL. wehe. nah just kidding. i'm really running out of words right now. lol. and hey, we've passed the promotion test! LOL. woooohooo. i am so fckng happy right now. lol

HOLY COW.

2006-06-03T03:57:00.000-07:00

Gawd. Tomorrow is the day that i've been waiting for. We'll get our promotion test for taekwondo and i think that would be tiring. We've been practising for 4 days already [2 and a half hours of practice each day] and damn. i think i'm gonna die. hahaha. actually, there are times na i think of quitting but i realize na quitting is not the answer para maging successful ako. waaaaah. and oh no. holy cow [my dad's expression] may practice pala kme kanina and i didn't attend coz my legs are aching. hahahahaha. pero the truth is i'll go sana to sm. waaaaaah. pero i can't go out eh coz of my fckng legs. I am so exctd to meet new faces tomorrow. i am also exctd to be promoted. that would be fun. wachoo think? ahaahahahah

Never Let This Go.

2006-06-02T06:15:00.000-07:00

PARAMORE LYRICS

"Never Let This Go"

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

Let this go, let this go

But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

I'll never let this go
I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

Go for GOLD.

2006-06-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

Okay. I've been out for how many weeks and yes, i am BACK. Woohoo. So, this comming saturday we'll get our promotion test for our taekwondo class and yes, we're going to join the regular class. Good for us. Lalalalalala.

for 4 straight days we had our taekwondo lesson and i felt like GOD, i want to quit. Wahahaha. but quitting is not the answer. So, go for gold! ahahaha.

BLAH

2006-06-01T05:30:00.000-07:00

YAH RIGHT. say wachoo wanna say. yes, i'm gonna forgive you. but please don't expect na i'll hang-out with you again. i have so many problems right now. indi ka na mag dugang pah. okay? tanx. :D

Da Vinci.

2006-05-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

NOW SHOWING: THE DA VINCI CODE.

Syet. I am still pipteen years old which means.. I CAN'T WATCH THE MOVIE. Damn. Good for me nabasa ko ang libro. Waah.

I watched debate [gma] yesterday coz their topic was about the da vinci code. the two sides were debating bout the movie if the people should watch it or we should not watch it.

In my own opinion, we have to watch the film in order for us to talk about this topic. One of the guests in the show, debate, asked a question: what if Jesus married Mary Magdalene? Did God order Jesus not to marry someone or not to have a child with someone?. Oh well.

MILO power.

2006-05-14T09:02:00.000-07:00

its 1 something a.m already and i'm still here facing the laptop. but good for me i'm not an insomniac anymore. woohoo. that's because of MILO. LOL. i drink milo before i sleep. Yeeh.

MILO's the best. Haha. :D

Cebu cebu cebu.

2006-05-11T10:37:00.000-07:00

Hey =) so i've been on vacation for almost 5 days. Actually we went to cebu to attend my cucu's debut. So i bought a new pair of havaianas slippers [brasil and korea] and it is so kewl. I'm not bragging okay? i'm just narrating wat happened during our cebu trip. LOL. I had seen my new laugh taugh also. And we brought it with us. And i'm using it now. Hahaha.

Our trip was a blast. I saw my cucus again. We haven't seen each other for almost a year already. I cherished every laughters we had shared. Haay. I hope we'll go nalang sa bohol in order for us to see each other again. LOL.

Poop.

2006-05-04T06:22:00.000-07:00

I'm in-love with punk/emo/alternative songs right now. LOL. It makes my heart beats fast. Woohoo. Especially when i'm depressed, i just listen to my top picks and 'woosh' i'm already happy. i know that's weird. but it's true. really. oh well, i'm talking non-sense again. so, what will i say right now? Lemme think. What? Damn. I dunno. Haha. Okay, i'm actually searching for lyrics of my top picks right now. Songs by dashboard confessional, natalie, ne-yo, usher, paramore, jason mraz, gin blossom, incubus, nickelback, goo goo dolls and more.. lol whoohoo. :D

Nothingness.

2006-05-04T04:04:00.000-07:00

Okay. I'm gonna speak tagalog right now. I'm a proud filipino. LOL. So nung wednesday hindi kami naka attend ng tae kwon do class namin coz we thought we were already late na even though hindi pa pala. LOL. 'maraming namamatay sa maling akala' so nag decide kame na we'll go nalang sa atrium to play dota and eat sa Mcdo. I love playing dota right now. LOL. iba yung intensity ng game. Before i thought boring yun na game or something na para lang sa mga tambay [no offense] pero i am wrong pala. super nice ang game. LOL. Promise. While we're falling in-line sa Mcdo i saw my ex-schoolmate, Pauline. And as usual she's pretty pa rin. LOL. She told me na they are taking review class near sa atrium para sa UPCAT. So i thought na why don't i give it a try? Dba? lol.

[that was non-sense noh? LOL]

Hey girl.

2006-05-04T03:46:00.000-07:00

'So what if your friends think I’m crazy, well
I wasn’t trying to impress those girls anyway.
They’re all theory, no action,
and where I’m from we live
like it’s the latest attraction.'

From: Hey girl by dashboard confessional.

Tuesdays with Morrie.

2006-05-04T03:25:00.000-07:00

I finished reading Mitch Albom's Tuesdays with Morrie and i was moved by the book. While reading the last part of the book i had goosebumps. It was sooo nice. Uber nice. One of the best part of the story was when Morrie watched the basketball game in Brandeis gym and the winning team was shouting "We're number ONE. We're number ONE." Morrie suddenly yelled, "What's wrong with being number two?" Yeeh. This is so true. LOL. At least dba? You've tried yer best. So, it's like yer number ONE already. lol. basta basta. try to read the book. Soo nice. it's actually a true story ,morrie was the college professor of mitch and mitch considered morrie as his coach. This book is actually their final thesis together. But there were no books and pens and pencils and other school-stuffs required. You get what i mean? LOL.

Society=Full of lies.

2006-05-04T03:10:00.000-07:00

Desiderata by Max Ehrmann.

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

^^ I love this poem. I can relate to it. There are times na we think we're very small and we feel insecure, we're wasted and all that. But i have realized that we must accept the fact that there are alot of people who are greater than us but we are also fortunate because there are also people who are lesser than us. You get what i mean? I think we only feel insecure because our society right now says na if you're rich, you're superior if you're good-looking, you're accepted. But this is not true. Our society right now is full of lies. and that is the reason why we feel so small. Right now, we treat celebrities, models, good-looking and rich people as our god! But me? I don't care what others think about me. I am still happy. :D

Cebu here i come.

2006-05-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

Okaay. I'm back.

Badtrip. D kami nakapunta ng Boracay coz of . i dunno. But anyway, we're going to Cebu on friday coz my cousin, eiya, will celebrate her debut on the 7th. And the mottif is white that means i have to wear white long-sleeves white slacks and white shoe. But i don't want to wear plain-white longsleeves coz i will look like a waiter. lol. so, i'm planning to buy printed long-sleeves and a cream colored slacks and i'm going to wear the shoe that i wore during our prom [it is a white shoe].

Me and my mom always argue bout the clothes i'll wear for a formal occasion. lol. coz she wants me to wear a plain long-sleeves but i want to wear something unique [with print] but not flashy. Simple but cool. LOL.

I am quite excited to go to Cebu right now because me and my cousins haven't met for almost a year. And i totally MISS them. And i know they miss me too. Right? LOL.

Burthday.

2006-04-27T00:42:00.000-07:00

I lose my interest writing in this blog few days ago. But it [my interest] came back when i have to share my thoughts about her. Haha. here i go again. Anyway my kaDOTA, kaFLYING-KICK, kaMCDO, kaFOOD, kaSM is celebrating his 16th birthday today. Yahoo. Happy burthday, almarc. Dada.

It's nonsense right? LOL.

Bang. Bang.

2006-04-27T00:26:00.000-07:00

I think i'm in-love with her. This is so impossible. LOL. The first time i saw her pretty face, i was awestrucked [yeah, juan.. awestrucked. haha] then i felt in-love with her.

I keep on thinking [until now] when will i find a girl like her? A girl that is so simple but very irresistible and a girl that is so pretty but uber nice. and if we'll meet someday, how will she like me? LOL. yes, i am desperately in-love with the girl on tv. HAHA.

But seriously, i'm looking for her right now. ;c the real one.

Flying Kick!

2006-04-09T02:14:00.000-07:00

BuYahoo! Cheers. I spend half of my time going to our taekwondo class and half of it - watching movie! yes, i am starting to love taekwondo already. I love to kick butts now! Haha. I thought it is boring to do those kicks and punches, but no.. infact.. its very very FUN! really! i enjoy it! lol

Uber happy.

2006-04-06T09:22:00.000-07:00

Okaaay. I haven't posted on this blog lately because i am so busy. I'm gonna learn how to do a flying kick! In-short. I'm going to enter taekwondo class! lol.
Fck. I am still preoccupied with my 'summer dreams'. I really2 wanna go to boracay. But that's okaay. When i saw my cousin's picture, i started to think about our 'past' escapades. It was so fun! Really. No one can beat that! lol So, i realized that it is not the place that makes me happy but it's my cousin's and family's presence. Even if we're not going to Boracay [wosh!] still i am uber happy! Why? Coz we're gonna have our next summer escapade this May. Oooh. I am soooo excited. :D

Frutee Tutee :D

2006-03-29T07:12:00.000-08:00

I had seen the 'fruit of my labor' - final grades! it was brain-wrecking for me to study study and study for the whole night . but damn! i did it! the result was soooo good! Now i had realized that i can DO IT. Promise! Eventhough i'm not part of the 'honor's list' still.. i am very very PROUD. This is like a DREAM COME TRUE! haha!
It was hard for me to memorize all the soulutions, names, events, chemical equations and etc. but then everything was worth it! i am a certified fourth year student already! Yes, this is it. One more year to go then.. college life. Haha.

Dependilicious.

2006-03-27T07:55:00.000-08:00

New word = Dependilicious.

Definition :

1.	be contingent: to be affected or decided by other factors
2.	vary: to vary according to the circumstances

LOL

New Chapter.

2006-03-26T23:54:00.000-08:00

Me, Sis, Auntie, and Mom went to Bacolod last Friday to attend my cousin's [her name is Trixie] high school graduation and to celebrate my Uncle's bday. While watching my cousin's graduation one thought came into my mind: "I'm going to graduate already next year! Goodbye highschool life!" Ooh, i'm quite excited. But it's gonna be a sad moment for us. Me and my friends will go on seperate ways already. I'm gonna miss them so much! even the most 'kulit' person in our classroom! damn!. Oh well, that's life. Everything has an end.

4th year life.. HERE I COME! :D

Truman Capote

2006-03-23T06:35:00.000-08:00

I watched Capote today and the muvee was not GOOD. it was BREATHTAKING! lol. You want me to narrate the story? Oh, jst watch it. you'll like it. haha!

Weeee!

Laugh Tough

2006-03-21T09:19:00.001-08:00

'I can't wait to touch and to feel my new laugh tough.' lol. you know what's laugh tough? Well, think about it. 'i thought you were smart. it's just common sense' haha.

Oooh. Laugh Tough. I love it. After i'll have it, i'll buy a new iFood. haha.

:D

Laugh Tough

2006-03-21T09:19:00.000-08:00

Dead Meat.

2006-03-19T22:29:00.000-08:00

I wanna die right now. Really. Oh, before i die i want to kill 'her' first. lol.
There's this girl who backbites me *ouch* and she told me that i was the one who backbit her first [not true.] so she decided to backbite me also. whatta friend. it is not my nature to backstab my 'friend', anyway. but i am so lucky that i have this friend who tells me everything that she, the backbitter, is saying about me. what a backbitter. idol. lol.
But i don't wanna confront her because she doesn't even listen to what i'm saying. damn her!

fck*

I'm flying away

2006-03-19T22:10:00.000-08:00

..

I'll fight for what I love

and my music keeps going on
my heart begins to beat
and my music keeps going on
it makes my life complete

I’m flying away, I'm flying away

..

:D

Sunday morning.

2006-03-19T07:07:00.000-08:00

So nothing exciting happened to me this day.

Wake-up time.
i woke up this morning feeling hot. no aircon!. shiiiit. brown-out nanaman!. power interruption daw! nag start since 12 mn until 8 am. haay. then after i woke up nag padeliver kami ng breakfast sa jollibee [yumm. longganisa!lol]. and my mom became angry because d pa ako nakakashower. haha. hard-headed ako eh!. it's 10:30 already when i took my bath and the mass will start at about 11:15. i finished taking my bath after 20 mins so it's 10:50 na. then my mom followed. super dali niyang maligo. haha. it is because of me. then si sis ko na super dali din maligo. lol.

Church Time.
after naming magbihis, we went na sa church then yun. normal mass happened. lol. i saw my super kulit classmate pah, Benjo. and nung nag offering there was this guy who came near to me while Benjo handed me the offering-basket-thingie. so wala akong offering i just laughed at him [Benjo] and the weird guy laughed at me and my sis. i thought my sis knows him. pero he laughed lang pala coz he thought i know him. and he made the 'buh-bye' sign after he left to find a chair. lol. weird. then after the mass we went to sm to have our lunch.

Lunch time.
We ate at Pizza hut [first option:Max's pero nagsasawa na sis ko dun so we decided to eat nalng sa Pizza] lol. so i ordered lasagna and fresh mango[smoothie] and i was not satisfied by the food that i ate. kumain pa ako ng french fries and Pizza. lol. and i was not satisfied pa! lol. BABOY ako. haha! after we took our bill we were shocked coz 140 something yung vat,service charge, and the other charge. lol. wow! ang mahal na talaga ng mga bilihin! Ms. President help us naman! lol.

so yun.. after nun we went home and watched tv nalng. tapos. :D haha. weird.

Personality Disorder Test Result

2006-03-18T07:29:00.000-08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	High
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	Very High
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	Low
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

Hahaha. :D this is the result of the test that i took called the personality disorder test. i guess, some are true but others are.. maybe true maybe false. lol. especially the narcissistic part. haha.

Beach bummmm.

2006-03-18T00:12:00.000-08:00

i am so preoccupied about summer right now. i can't think of anything but summer. yeah, summer is here. i love summer. i love the beach. i love to look at girls wearing bikinis [baad me.] they're cute,anyway. but will i enjoy summer?

we're planning to go to cagayan de oro [to attend my cuzn's debut] then cebu then bohol. but honestly, i want to go to boracay. haha. i want to attend the summer spring break on april 20-22 but damn.. my cuzn's debut is on the 23rd. and she's planning to have a carribean-inspired partee. what am i going to wear huh?.. i don't wanna think about it..

last year, we had no chance to go to any place or to have a vacation because i dunno. and now, i want to enjoy summer! gusto ko ni bawion ya! i want to enjoy the summer heat!..

Anyway, me and my friends are planning to attend taekwondo class. and grr. i'm not that excited . haha. beach. i want beach! lol . i'm a beach bum,ya know! i love to burn my skin under the sun. haha.

wish me luck, please. BORACAY. i want to go to BORACAY, baby!.. wanna come with me?.. haha..

End.

2006-03-18T00:05:00.000-08:00

that was awesome! yumm. lol. chickericeholic. haha. :D

Chickericeholic.

2006-03-17T21:57:00.000-08:00

ooh man, i'm hungry. lol. yes, i am really really hungry. so i asked one of our helpers to buy me some food [chicken with rice and patis] lol. gluttony? oh yes, i am a glutton. lol forgive me God! but i really really love to eat and eat and eat not noticing that i am becoming a gourmand. i am a pig but i am not overweight. lol. i am so thin. too bad. oh, my food is here. gottago. yumm yumm.
anyway, i bought my food from JD. wish me luck!

Chicken and rice!! :D chickericeholic.

Josephylicious and the brain.

2006-03-17T10:45:00.000-08:00

Josephylicious and the girl who made my layout. lol. fern!

sorry but i've got nothing to do. as usual. insomnia. lol

New layout.

2006-03-17T10:22:00.000-08:00

i have a new layout.thanks to Fern Ives Gurrea
. it is really cute. i love the color. i love the design. i love it. she is soooo good when it comes to webby thingies [very talented.lol] share man da b talent mo! haha.

am i too demanding? haha. look.

first, i asked her to make a layout with timmy's [from fairly odd parents] picture on it. [i want it blue. and abstract]

second, i asked her to edit my picture. [i want to change the color of my picture into blue, please]

third, i asked her to send the code of the new layout to me via 'photo-sharing' [yahoo messenger] but it didn't work

soooo..

fourth, i asked her to send it to my e-mail [just send it to my e-mail, please]

fifth, i asked her to place the tagboard's code already so that it wouldn't be difficult for me to find free codes in the internet.

lastly, i am so stupid that i asked her if what is the difference between LOVEs and LIKEs. lol. stupid me.

am i demanding? what do you think? lol.

Stupid me.

2006-03-16T08:46:00.000-08:00

I'm an insomniac. it's 2 am already but i am still awake. my mind is still active.
chocolate is bad for your teeth but good for your health. lol. okaaay. i know i'm WEIRD! hmph.

so, what do yo wanna know about me? nothing? oh wel..

bye!

:D

weird right? damn me! :c

Insomniac.

2006-03-15T08:40:00.000-08:00

Oooh.

Insomnia.
- difficulty in sleeping: inability to fall asleep or to remain asleep long enough to feel rested, especially as a problem continuing over time

Because of boredom i decided to answer A LOT of surveys. haha.

time check: it's 5 minutes before 1 am, baby!

As usual.

2006-03-14T22:41:00.000-08:00

I haven't posted on this blog lately because i am so busy studying for our EXAMS! imagine, we have to memorize one poem, we have to understand what happened during the american, french and scientific revolution, we have to know how to solve for chemical reactions and more!

But school is OVER and we have TOTAL FREEDOM from projects, homeworks, seatworks, quizzes and HOMILIES from our teachers! yes! at last! hahaha! SUMMER! the sun is HOT HOT HOT! Lol.

Anyway, I watched Brokeback mountain yesterday, the movie was intriguing. I bought the 'pirated' copy of the muvee [DVD] but don't worry i'll buy the original copy if it will come out.

I have heard alot of good comments/reviews about the movie and so i decided to watch it. The first time i saw the movie, i couldn't understand what Ennis, character played by HEATH LEDGER, was saying. But I understand that it is part of his character - being taciturn. And so, i decided to watch it again!.. and i understood the story.

This story is not about HOMOSEXUALITY but it's about true love. yes, true love. So, in order for you to understand what i'm saying just watch the movie and look for SYMBOLISMS. you must be vigilant in order for you to understand the story.

Yes, it is weird. But the movie is great. haha!.. :D

Day 2

2006-02-27T02:10:00.000-08:00

Day 2. haha.

This day was okay, except for the text message! damn! but it's still okay coz i know my self. lol. he doesn't know me. it's he's lost. not mine, anyway! lol. agree?

On the brighter side, this day became a 'stepping stone' for me to change and to become a better person. *whew* i have realized that 'that someone' that i've been looking for is just right there. haha. corny, i know! but it's true. you'll know it soon! :D

I have a lot of concerns right now. friends. family. school. and even my self. i don't know my self anymore.

But i guess, LIFE IS STILL FUN! haha!

I gottago because i have to make my MONOLOGUE script for our filipino class. Wish me luck, baby! :D

Neophyte.

2006-02-26T01:24:00.000-08:00

Hooray! *cheers*

this is my first time to have this blogspot account. I have a blog before but it was powered by friendster but i guess blog spot is more fun [is it funner? lol. stupid me] compared to friendster.

i am josephylicious and i love my name. my 'close' friends call me nicko or nick-o [yes, fern. nick-o. or nik-ii!] lol and i'm currently studying at Ateneo De Iloilo.

nice layout right? haha. thanks to Fern! :D

so, check out for more informations about me.lol

this is my life. akon ni ya!